Consider It

This morning I saw a snippet of a show involving a husband and wife. In the scene I saw a wife telling the husband that she was pregnant and they were going to have another baby.

I couldn't help but wonder how I would react in that situation. I know how my face gets flushed and I can't help smiling about it when I think of being on the receiving end of that conversation with you.

I can't really tell if that is anything special or if it is the same warm feeling I get when i think about taking any steps with you.

This isn't anything that you don't already know.

When I kiss you goodnight and leave, the drive home is lonely. I sleep better with you there.

A lot of times I tell you how much I want to protect you, how much I want to be strong for you...

The truth is you protect me. Your warmth and your strength sheild me.

You can think all you want that you are weak, that you don't do the things you feel you should. You're wrong.

All you have is a fear. A fear that a million kabillion hojilion other people have. The strongest and bravest people on Earth have fears. What makes you strong and what shows that you are brave is what you are willing to do and what you are willing to sacrifice for what you know is what is best for the people you love.

You give up things every day. You have sacrificed and continue to do so to make sure that who you care about is taken care of in a way that is as close to your ideal as circumstances will allow. And you do it despite what other people say or think. for someone who cares as mucha s you do about what others say and think....

Just consider it.

I really wish I were with you right now.